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Hi everyone. I have Lupus. Lupus is an incurable Autoimmune disorder. It causes me pain almost everyday and makes me cry. This is my story.

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Psychotic


I had my first psychotic experience when I was on ambien, a drug used to treat insomnia. Insomnia is the inability to fall asleep or stay asleep. It can be a blessing to those who just want to stay up all night, drawing, but it can be a curse to those who have an 8 a.m class the next morning.

My psychiatrist gave me ambien, not knowing that it would make me go crazy. I wrote in my journal when that happened....and I'll show you examples of the things I wrote.

"He is Evil."
"You will be a sacrifice to those who are damneed."

"You will die..."

Then I drew really creepy pictures...
And then to top it off I saw spiders crawling all over the walls.

Eeeeek!!!!!!!!!! All because of Ambien.

But just think, those who are Schizophrenic...have to deal with this all the time. And I wouldn't want to deal with that.

Because of this experience I am going to write about Schizophrenia....

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