Me

Hi everyone. I have Lupus. Lupus is an incurable Autoimmune disorder. It causes me pain almost everyday and makes me cry. This is my story.

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Sandra


Sandra

Seeing right through you
And all I see is good
Doing all I can to save you
Nothing will stop me now
Reaching out my hand for you
And you can take it if you please
And save me from my self
I love you
My sister

Angela


Angela

All inspiration comes from you
Never will I stop loving you
Getting advice from you is great
Every time I hear from you, I smile
Laughing together as we fight disease
And you’re my best friend too
Thanks for just being you.

Cherlyn

 
Cherlyn

Two butterflies
Fighting for control
Fighting Lupus as one
Never giving in
Two Lupus warriors
And the best of friends
I love you Cherlyn
Have a great day

Metta


Metta

Her smiling eyes
Her soft curly hair
Her beautiful smile
Her kind words
All those things speak of her
She’s always been there for me
Always lifting me up
Never putting me down
Always a true friend
Never angry at me
We both have a monster to fight
We’ll never give up
Never give in
Because we’re warriors


Looking for Love


Looking For Love

It was never a mistake
To look for you
Because you’re worth it
It was never a mistake to love you
Because you’re worth it
You put my mind in a state of haze
I like to call you my guardian angel

You’re always watching over me
Making sure I’m okay
I’d rather be happy with you
Than unhappy and alone

Flying through the air
I’m held up by my angel
Nothing can touch me now
I’m riding on the wave of his love

I’m his daughter
And I’m his wife
He’s my lover
And also my guardian
I love you so much
I hope you never forget it.

LOVE


Love

Loving with my whole heart
Ordinary love never works
Varying by the passing day
Everyday with you feels great

You are the sun in my life
Ordinary, you are not
Unless you don’t want to be

We’ll be friends forever...

Bashfulness


Bashfulness

Looking back
I recall a time
When I myself
Was very shy
I never talked
Until someone talked to me
I uttered only a few words
Afraid of the person I called me
Afraid to see the truth
Afraid to be myself
Then I awoke
And realized the truth
That I could get out
And see the light
And get out of the rut
And become more outgoing
And no longer be alone
And now I’m free
And that’s the way to be

Happiness




Happiness

If happiness were but a hair
I would surely pluck it out
For a moment of pure happiness
Is better than a moment alone
Happiness evades many
And only a few truly find it
Because being happy
Means giving up sadness
It means giving up anger
It means giving up fear
It means embracing a new life
Many people cannot do this
Because they need anger in their lives
They want to blame others for their illness
When it’s really no one’s fault
They blame God
When God wants nothing bad to happen
Trying to cheer up
Never happens
Then the blaming starts again
This time…God
The next time, love
Hate brings out the worst in everyone