I'm Going to Jump Out of my Skin

Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;

   my hope comes from him.

Pslam 62:5

Did I mention how amazing it is to actually feel good?! Okay…whatever…but it’s amazing!!!!

Oh and random fact: I’m a metalhead and I’m a GIRL! Bwhahahahahaha! Most metalheads are guys…

Okay…fine…don’t laugh…

Ooookay let’s talk about restlessness. This is also a part of General Anxiety Disorder. I got this disorder because of all the crap that has happened to me over the years: trauma, fibro, lupus….

Aaaaah!!!! The weight is too much. Sometimes I feel like it is too much to bear. And sometimes that just makes me feel so restless. I can’t concentrate and I feel like I’m about to jump out of my skin.

Trust me…not a good feeling. I HATE it.

When this happens I just have to run around in circles until it goes away. And that’s actually a really funny thing to watch.

This is another symptoms of GAD: General Anxiety Disorder. The worrying makes me feel on edge; you feel like something bad is going to happen and that you have to be one your guard.

Trust me…not a good feeling. That’s why you feel restless; so when the *bad* thing happens, you can easily run away. It comes in handy when something bad is actually happening…but not so good when nothing is happening.

Imagine being a headless chicken…that’s what restlessness feels like.