The Path Of Life

      "Whoever gives heed to instruction prospers, and blessed is he who trusts in the Lord."
~Proverbs 16:20

        We went for a walk today. We went into Exeter, NH to go for a walk around Swasey Park. It was a good time...although a bit cold...

        This reminds me of the path of life, how everything happens along a straight line. Sadly we don't always stay on the straight line. We fall off the path because of many reasons.

       I fell off the path too...mostly because I was in denial about my Lupus, and because I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life, and because I was so worried about school. I missed a lot of school because of my illnesses, and it made me mad because I wasn't what I wanted to be. People called me a "school skipper", "lazy", everything like that. People even teased me because I failed everything.

       But it wasn't my fault...and now that I know that...I try not to pay any mind to those people. Those cruel people who have no idea what I am facing. If they knew, they would not be laughing.

      You don't know what Lupus or General anxiety is like until you have it yourself. It's not easy to deal with, and I woudn't wish it on my own enemy! But people need to stop judging. When they judge and assume they know me...they make asses out of themselves.

      And I trust that God has a plan for me. He doesn't want me to just sit around and do nothing. No, he wanted me to make this blog and inspire people. He wanted me to make a radio show and a blogtv show about my Lupus and Fibro.

     He wanted me to be free.

      And that's exactly what I'm going to be...free...on the road of life...going where I want to go....being who I want to be...never caring about what other people think.