But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.
~Galatians 5:22-23
I’m sorry but I just can’t chill.
People ask me this question all the time. “Why can’t you just chill?”
“Why are you so freaked out all the time???”
Answer: my mind can’t chill. It’s a disorder called ‘General Anxiety Disorder’. It’s a very common one among all of us. And yes, technically this is not my fault. But I have to find a way to control the anxiety without turning to drugs or alcohol.
So the next time someone asks me to “chill” I’m going to give them a punch to the face because they don’t know me and what I face. I’m doing the best I can and I am just unable to chill. I would think as a friend that they would understand that…but sadly not a lot of people are as understanding as I would have liked.
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