The Fog

But the seed on good soil stands for those with a noble and good heart, who hear the word, retain it, and by persevering produce a crop.

Luke 8:15

When I am anxious my mind goes blank. It is like getting the blue screen of death on the computer. Things like that happen a lot to me.

And when it happens a lot, I tend to get very negative. I’m very strong and determined, but I HATE when things just disappear from my mind.

This is what my anxiety does to me. I am thinking then all of a sudden, completely forget about what I am talking about. This can come with Lupus and Fibro too… It’s hard to think about where this horrible symptom truly came from… All I know is that it’s hard to live with.

And I hate it.